My New Obsession: Audiobooks. What took me so long?

I’ve mentioned in a previous post that I want to get into narrating audiobooks. As I investigated more about narrating, one of the most frequent tips was—listen to audiobooks yourself to get an idea of the different approaches narrators can take.

Photo by Findaway Voices on Unsplash

This advice made all the sense to me, but still a part of me resisted—the same part of me that prefers to read a physical book over an e-book on my iPad.

I continued to hold out, reading aloud for myself, formulating my own strategies of how to voice different characters. And then of course, COVID happened.

My TBR pile of physical books dwindled, though I am never technically out of things to read, I couldn’t go get what I wanted to read anymore. My library is well-connected with digital reading resources, so I started exploring what was available.

I was thrilled to find Good Omens, but only once I downloaded it did I realize it was in audiobook form. I paused for a moment, but then decided to give it a go, because after all, I listen to a billion podcasts on many topics, so why not try it? And really, I should anyway.

Suffice to say that was a month ago, and I’ve gone through six books, with two in progress. It is fabulous, I’m totally hooked! Why did I wait so long?

I listen when I’m in the car, when I’m walking the dogs, when I’m eating breakfast, when I’m gardening. I’ve even had to stop listening to the books to catch up on the podcasts I keep up with regularly.

And I have found all of that advice to new narrators to be true—listen and find out what you like and what you don’t like, because a voice and a style MATTERS.

My nephew and I learned this first hand while tackling his 7th grade English COVID-school work. He chose a series of books to read for the story analysis section they were doing, in audio form. The first book’s narrator was a man with clear diction, great pace, enough difference in the characters to make it interesting, and clean production. Sadly, the second book featured a woman with a strong accent, who spoke fast, misspoke words often, and you could hear every page turn or movement she made. It was awful, bad enough that the story lost our interest. We even decided to complete the assignments with what we knew already, so that we didn’t have to hear it anymore. A real shame considering we wanted to know the outcome of the story, being one book in already.

I have found that listening to audiobooks prods me even more to narrate myself. I should have known though, once I started that I’d be hooked. I think it was part of the opposition, honestly, that resistant voice that says “Uh oh, this could be dangerous.” I gotta listen to that voice more often, be quicker with my inner rebel to accept the challenge. Oh yeah, and I did just buy an Kindle, too. Let the electronic consumption begin!~

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The Path

Artist credit to: Art by Kathryn Beals @ kathrynbeals.com
Meme credit to Lunasea Tarot & Magick on Facebook

This meme came across my personal Facebook feed on the morning of December 1st. It summed up so much of what I was thinking about at that moment, both through the words and the concept of the art.  I was reading a book written by a friend and had just encountered the story’s plot twist; we were expecting the first snowstorm of the season to start later that afternoon; not only is it December, the last month of 2019, but the last month of the decade (yes, I know, it really is!); I have been working on the outline of my own fantasy novel, and am wondering if I need some sort of twist to deepen the reader engagement. The quote seemed written specifically for me.

The meandering path fading off into the distance of the scene drew me in and offered comfort, and also curiosity. I absorbed this resonance and turned to Numerology – one of my avid interests – for a bit of research on the potential waiting in my December 2019. Without going into detail, I came away with the recurring themes of i) having the courage to face changes, ii) being flexible and accepting of events as they occur, and iii) reflecting on the quiet and patience 2019 has taught.

 I took the third theme and applied it during my quieter moments over the first two weeks. 2019 has been a relatively quiet year for me. I have worked diligently on reacting appropriately to situations, not adding drama where it doesn’t belong. That balance has given me confidence to assess my goals and plan the steps of what I need to do to achieve them. I have made headway in important areas and recognize where I need to be more focused in others. One of the hardest lessons has certainly been patience, but with the help of an amazing, supportive Facebook group (13 Steps to Evil – Villain Masters), I have embraced weekly accountability and breaking tasks into small, even “baby” steps. This way the rewards compound continually until the item is finally done, which inspires more action, and the check marks keep coming. Thanks guys, I couldn’t do it without you, truly.  #13STE 💜     

So far the most notable change December has offered has been the weather, and the schedule re-arrangements I have begun to make. The last several years snowfall hasn’t begun in earnest until well into January, but this year we have already had over 24”on my little hill. And it’s been cooooollldd already (< 20F most mornings), too cold to walk my dogs before 6 am as I prefer to do. Sleeping in a little and walking after the sun is well up is quite difficult for an early morning person like me, but if nature intended the winter months to be a time of rest and renewal, perhaps  I should be more flexible and embrace that sentiment too. It is going well to this point, I can say, and I plan to continue amending as the New England weather allows.

The first theme, though, is a defining thread of 2019 for me, and beyond; it applies no matter the month. I’ve been cognizant of building toward a major life shift for a while now, so I am very conscious about making decisions that bring me closer to my goals. I now recognize opportunities as I encounter them, keeping my mind and energy open to all of the choices along my path, instead of reacting in the moment and missing something potentially valuable. I think ‘having courage’ is another way to say ‘face your fear of the unknown.’ Knowing that I am in the process of changing careers and building a business is absolutely terrifying, but not facing that fear means not giving myself the opportunity to succeed. And to succeed in this endeavor is what I most desire at this point on my journey.

There it is again, the truth I absorbed about a year ago after reading The All Souls Trilogy by Deborah Harkness —

Fear and desire, the two greatest motivators of action (or inaction) in our lives.

I LOVE that idea with all that I am.  

Back to the opening meme, I see that my goals lie further down the road in the distance, while the foundations of change lie patiently under the blanket of white snow. And I’m okay with that. It’s winter, so I will continue laying the brickwork and doing the quiet work during the restful time. And when the time for action comes, I will be ready because I’ve remained open to it and recognized it for what it is. Here’s to the journey down the snowy path, with all the plot twists along the way. Welcome 2020, let’s get this party started. ~


photo credit to The All Souls Podcast, Facebook 2019